just when i thought...

Bismillah.

Praises to Allah. for all His mercy and love that we still breathe the air today.

Alhamdulillah

just when I thought that getting an offer from Belfast was already a long awaited miracle at this point of my life, i was dumbfounded by the greatness of Allah when i got another offer to do medicine in Cardiff University.i have long dismissed cardiff in my list coz somehow i thought that they were not making anymore offer.even some of my batchmates already heard from cardiff about a month ago.

Allahu :'(

To be honest, when i first got my Belfast's offer. i didn't cry. though how dense my feeling was at that time, I only did when i later  talk to my ummi. but that morning, when i just came back from surau.. it felt different when i saw the email.

 is it the calmness of the morning breeze, or is it the silent that rippled my heart so easily?

reading through the words one by one trying to digest what's written there, tears just scrolled down my face so non-chalantly that i immediately sujud syukur.

of course, i'm still am afraid of the grades and requirements to surpass.  i really...really hope that i'll make use of another 3 weeks or so after trial to focus on my study with my friends here. 

pinjam quote sorg ukhti comel :

"the toughest time is always right before the time when relief came "

Yakinlah dengan Allah wahai diri. rezeki itu...walau yang tidak kita jangka atau duga bisa saja menjadi milik kita jika itu kehendakNya. Sesuatu yang kita harap dan tampak pasti dalam genggaman juga.. bisa saja terlepas dari tangan, jika itu kehendakNya.