happy turn out

Bismillah

i got 2 papers more to go. 

words cant probably describe how i feel at this point of my life. Doing A level here in ky, has lead me to such a wonderful journey of self discoveries. how beautiful is Allah's plan for us!

*throwback*

 once, i wouldn't have known what usrah is. let alone, makan talam ramai2, those terms like madu'u, murabbi, bia'h, and so on are alien to me. 

once, i wouldn't have the gut to actually converse in english,.

 i loveeee writing essays and all, but please do the talking for me. nak cakap bm pun malas apatah lagi bahasa omputeh.

once, i never realize what life is all about. everything revolves around me, my dream and never really go out of that scope. 

then, opportunity came.little that i know it's actually a form of help from Allah. 

u know why?

I somehow got into the Student Council,tmbah lagi jd religious exco, atau dengan kata lain, kena cakap bi lagi banyak, and kena timba ilmu lebih lagi dalam agama kita.

at that time, i thought this is all like a total joke. i'm never the best person that fit any of the criteria. 

but it became one of the best thing that ever happen to me.

as a medical applicant, i was expecting interviews. and to be honest, i think being in sc helps a LOT. All those late night meetings discussing student affair, interacting with other students while organising events and the tiredness of trying to juggle your job and study at the same time. it was worth it.

oh, and i remember when i thought of taking my fourth A level subject. so many people advise me not to go for it. but, having such strong gut feeling that this is what i love, i did anyway. well, i have less time for my other 3 subjects but i survived. i didn't do very well in math. sejak dulu lg. and i'm glad i have something to count on. again, it helps in my interview too. i remember going on and on about Munchausen by Proxy in cardiff interview.

so many turn of events that eventually works better for you. 

all you need to do is trust

:)

cardiff

i have a wish. it's to be here one fine day.

if i don't, please remind me again, it's just one of the wonderful plan Allah had for me.

till then, cheers!