silver lining.

Bismillah

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 Jadi sedarlah. Apabila hati kita resah dan gelisah inginkan pembelaan,

hakikatnya pada ketika itu hati kita sedang merindui yang Maha Adil.

Ketika kasih-sayang terputus atau cinta terkandas, kita inginkan belaian,

 maka ketika itu sebenarnya kita sedang merindui Ar Rahman dan Ar Rahim (Allah Yang Maha Pengasih dan Penyayang).

Ketika bersalah, kita merintih inginkan keampunan dan kemaafan, maka pada saat itu kita sebenarnya merindui Al Ghafar (Pengampun) dan mencintai Al Latif (Maha Lembut).

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all these mixed feeling we have, if channeled the right way insyaAllah will bring us closer to Him. Sometimes funny as it is, sadness often be the one to lead us back to Allah rather than happiness.

 that's why, syukur itu makamnya jauh lebih tinggi dari sabar. it's relatively easy to feel helpless and in despair that you go about finding God in the end if you are feeling sad... but it's harder to again do the same if we seemed to be ever-blessed with joy and prosperity that no problems arised along the way. we live up so happily that we find ourselves needless to hope, make dua and cried our soul to Him. we feel complete.

that's why pondering over this, i'm glad Allah put me in this journey. It's challenging, hard and at some points, seems unbearable. but nevertheless, good things and memory always comes about to keep my spirit high. it was through this, i learn to be patient, i learn to put my utmost hope and faith on Him, to also work hard to achieve my dream-and my parent's, and as important as others, i learn about friendship too . i found those who'll stand through thick and thin with me and dare to sketch our shared dreams in mind. i found those kind fellow who'll put up with me, being all depressed sometime yet manage to put a smile on my face with words of wisdom and a good pat on my back. a friend's hug to most resemble the support you'll as well get from your family back at home.. and a friend who'll remind you to be not the slave of this world but the hereafter. allahu :')

see how blessed we are? it takes a second or two to shut our eyes from all the troubles we had, and see the wonderful thing we have around us. to actually takes time to say thank you..For every problem that we once had, without us knowing or realising, had somehow been overcome in the past despite the whine and the sigh. it build a stronger you. it makes you... YOU.

alhamdulillah.