that hijrah.

Bismillah.

i hate the feeling.

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You know what. Im a different person today from what i've been.

"who we are determines how we see the world."
and my view had changed.

that day..
i see it right.
today....
i started seeing it wrong.

that day..
i feel completely fine wearing this...
today...
i feel so wrong wearing such.

:PONDER:
a lot of thing..

'when we try to get closer to Him, everything started making sense.'

When Allah says no, it's no longer a burden coz we know that in the end the benefits comes to us :)

ever heard about the 'butterfly effect'?

well, basicly it's like this:-

a theory created that a single flap of a butterfly's wing on the other part of the world will somehow cause a huge hurricane on the other side.

now, What's that have anything to do with what Allah ask us to do and not to do?

my friend..
We say that we believe Allah the almighty is the who who can see everything, whether have it happen, or not yet to come and what we think -spoken or hidden in our hearts.

so, from the theory- that small, little flap of wing that we see as harmless as it can be... Allah had already known the consequences it may bring in the future....so, that's why he set some things can be done and some other things need to be left. -all for our own sake.

let me give you an example, why do a women need to cover herself up?

Men and women are created different, if a man about to walk on the street half naked, i'm pretty much sure it wouldn't draw as much attention and troubles as when a woman did the same.

and, by covering ourselves,  the dignity of a woman is preserved.

when a girl cover herself, she is seen and judge beyond the beauty that lies in the eye, but the beauty that can be seen by hearts.

and the list goes on and on. for everything that is set for us, to do and not to do...
Allah knows what's best for us..

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I hate the feeling...
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so,have u ever feels when you have changed that much.
people are still expecting that it is the same you?

don't worry when it happen.

put yourself in the eyes of Our Creator, not His creations.

"i'm a slow-walker but i will not walk back"
this change goes little by little. maybe i'm not strong enough to go all the way at once.
but i hope i'll keep on walking.

i have my friends with me and most of all I have Allah.

When Allah is your friend, who is your enemy?

*no. i do not deserve it yet. i'm far from perfection as your servant. i make mistake everyday. i walk and i fall. one day i'm close to you, and one day, i kinda forgets :'(

forgive us.
let us do this hijrah.maybe we'll do it slowly, at least we start up now :) oki?

it's okay to have bad beginning, coz good new is, everyone can start today and make new ending!

let's make it one of our biggest dream to achieve !