scared

assalamualaikum...

korang.... tkut >.<
2 weeks to go bfore my college life start.. i was looking through the post in kyuem batch 14, seniors and my batchmates...hmm, n how they said life here gonna be easy and fun if u think it that way... i agree but at the same time, tringat pesan ummi kt skolah, nk g mne2 msti selit perasaan takut, msti ada perassan ni agar kita sntiasa berwaspada.. klau terlalu yakin, kita mungkin akan terlalai dlm rasa selesa tuh.. klau terlalu seronok, kita mungkin terlupa untuk berjaga-jaga.finally, we let our guard down, our barrier falls...

it is crucial that we expect the worst, i'm not trying to act pessimist or paranoid but i think it's better to be fully prepared mentally than expecting the way gonna be easy and fun... coz the fact is, there are so many obstacle in life, and obstacle it self is not only problems.... in that case only poor people get lesson, but... we also get obstacle or lesson from our wealthiness, happiness and good things we received everyday... whether u can say thank u, or instead being totally ungrateful.

now, i dont know what i'm babbling about.the truth is, i'm scared nk g ky.. >.<
strengthen me ya Allah... as long as i have u, i can always hold on ~